added a very nice jap song to my radioblog :)

today is a very tiring day, for no reason though.. cos today no pe but on the way back on the bus im very very dam tired.. duno why =S now still tired

just now chinese cultural class the teacher let us watch the clip on penguins' survival and such.. ooooo.. those penguins are so so cute.. and the person filming can actually let the penguin die.. lol.. but we nv watch finish la.. cos lesson ended liao.. only til the part after the male penguins started on their long 20 days journey back to the sea after waiting for their partner to return..


I've made a mistake I cannot erase
I want to be free but I cannot escape
From the darkness they cause me to see

I dream of a world full of chirping birds
And trouble-free
But all I can hear are the echoes of my screams

What I feel is the cold hard steel
Pressed against the warmth of my skin
I touch my cheeks; they burn with pain
I want to be released from this agony they call life

Still I cannot run
I must embrace
What I see'death
What I hear'silence
What I smell'burning flesh
What I feel'desire

All I can do is close my eyes
And hide away in my dreams
Hoping one day not to wake
And be trapped in a world of perfection
'Until the nightmares dawn
Chasing me forever more
With this fixation they call my life